Dear Steven,
Yesterday marked six years. It is mind boggling to realize it has been that long since we said goodbye to you. It feels like it was just yesterday that I listened to the message informing of your death. It is still shocking that you killed yourself.
I hero worshiped you. With the certainty of a young girl I believed I knew everything about you. How wrong I was...you had demons that in my youth I could not even begin to understand. Demons that chased you till you could run no more. I wish things had been different for you. I wish that you had been able to find the peace and help you need here in this world.
So, much has happened in the last six years. I meet a wonderful man- who I believe you would have liked immensely for the simple fact that he makes me happy. I have two wonderful little boys- our oldest shares your name for his middle name.
I wish you were with us still.
Love,
T
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